-B-eing -F-orver -F-ragmented

I look at old pictures

I remember the way past smiles fit onto my face

And i squeeze my hands together to stop the trembling

I could crumple to the ground as easily as card houses

The more fun I have

The more i remember about how much better it was

How much better it could be

At this i push the crown of thorns on my head

(being)

Because we are (forever)

My side seams rip open with a forceful gush (fragmented)

We all fall

I suffocate in ashes

As I realize

There's no way

To lean on whats broken