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-B-eing -F-orver -F-ragmentedI look at old picturesI remember the way past smiles fit onto my faceAnd i squeeze my hands together to stop the tremblingI could crumple to the ground as easily as card housesThe more fun I haveThe more i remember about how much better it wasHow much better it could beAt this i push the crown of thorns on my head(being)Because we are (forever)My side seams rip open with a forceful gush (fragmented)We all fallI suffocate in ashesAs I realizeThere's no wayTo lean on whats broken
l u t zTake the rag dollTug at her armsShe won't say noDirty grins spread through the congregationTry to tear off her little button eyesShe remains quietOthers try to help herRemove her form this painShe doesn't replySo they stick pins in herLift up her skirt with yellowed fingernailsShe shows no protestPlaytime is overNow she is dirtyHer friends have left her sideThe grins and fingernails have lost interestShe sits in the mudSearching for a voice
t r e a t sBullet belts and chainsBondage pants and bustiersShopaholic fixVoices everywhereInsomnia and cocaineSchzisophrenic fitsGarter belt lingerieLust and liquor manifestEvening Motel BlitzBottle in his handTake it while he's still passed outAlchoholic Tricks
god in heavenyou dont care me noneim always there for you, and anyone else who wants meyou are never around when im most vulnerablei give you my time, my words, my energyyou are as unresponsive as my reflection after tear streakingyou dont care me noneyou dont care me nonewhen you slit your wrists i run at my lifes speed with bandagesno one is ever here when i'm bleedingi always listen to your flux of garbage exiting from your mouthno ears are ever here to draw nectar of my poetryyou dont care me noneyou dont care me nonedont ask whatever could i meanyou know who you arei hate youi try to numb myselflonliness always pierces throughif i could i would push you back into fetusmy empty heart has teethgnawing its way through my soullike ethiopian childrenthere is nothing but blood and darknessyou dont care me none
c o t t o n c a n d y b o y sso beautifulwe all are in awevenite adoramustheir smilesmirror onto our own dirty mouthsvenite adoramusbut when cotton candy boys crywe all drown in their pink lemonade tearsdominum
h a t ei hate you for abandoning mei hate myself for still wishing you were herei hate you for pretending to be my friendi hate myself for falling for youi hate you for smiling without mei hate myself for scowling over youhateeven thoughhatewe are aparthatewe are in hate together
One act play- Scene 1SETTING- Beijing, China 1989SCENE 1red spot comes on center stage, Deshi, Yao, Cai and Lirin are all sitting on chairs in a semicircle formation, heads bowed to the ground, John Lennon speaks from off stageJOHN LENNON- This story starts with a death. Yes, it's a bit unconventional, but all stories must start somewhere I suppose. The death of Hu Yaobang, a beloved pro democracy politician. That's why they first gathered at the Square. 100,000 strong.CAI- So have you heard any news from Feng?DESHI- I haven't checked my mail yetJOHN LENNON- Today is May 29th, 1989. This is the city of Beijing.YAO- Well it's a good thing I did for you or else we'd never get to hear anything around here!DESHI- How did you do that? I always have the box locked!YAO- I'd tell you, but if I did then I'd probably have to give you the rest of your keys I've copied.DESHI- The rest of my what?!LIRIN- Enough! I want to hear what Feng had to say!YAO- Well he sent us a package actually. Here you